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Gado2 feeling

kenapa gw tulis judulnya gado2 feeling?
Jawab: karena sekarang ini pas gw lagi ngetik blog ini perasaan gw lagi campur aduk kea gado2....aduh.....
Gw pusing nh hari ini....kimia gw: aduh...sebenernya gw bisa semuanya,gw ngerti semuanya,gw bener2 ngerti malahan..TETAPI....selalu aja dhe gw,melakukan hal2 yg stupid...I make a silly mistake...yg bener2 akibatnya fatal bgt....aduh sakit hati bgd dhe gw..bener2 sakit hati,...hati gw hancur sehancur-hancur-hancur-hancur-hancur-hancurnya....hahahha(lebay ah gw)
arrrghhhhh...tau ah....puyeng gw mikirnya ...ampe2 gw kagak tau algi apa yg lagi ada dalam pikiran gw...aagghhh kacau ah pikiran gw..hati gw ...otak gw...semua-muanya lah...
aduh mana tadi gw kan pengen pindah ekskul dari ekskul taekwon ke badmin atau bhs.jepang soalnya jujur aja gw ada something yg menghalangi gw utk ikutan ekskul taekwon...sebenernya sh, gw suka2 aja ekskul taekwon..karena ada something yg menghalangi gw itu...jadinya...ya...begitu....terus g blh kata si M2...yach...sumpah dhe kalo disuruh milih...ketemua ma dya atau ketemua ma setan keanya gw lebih milih ketemu setan dhe dibanding ketemu dya.....suer dhe...dya itu serem bgt...ngeliat dya dari jauh aja...gw langsung merinding....beneran lho...sumpah demi suer dhe...(kedengarannya agak lebay tapi ya begitulah yg gw rasakan)...

o ya....gw itu hari ini bener2 dhe perasaan gwitu gado2 bgt....gado2 campur2 rujak....
gado2 dicampur rujak...pedes,asin,manis,pahit...rame rasanya....
puyeng ah gw....grrrrr......
ada beberapa hal lagi yang membuat feel gw hari ini kacauauauauau...
aarggghhh...ternyata selama ini apa yg gw harapkan...tdk seperti yg gw harapkan...kenyataannya itu beda bgt sama yg gw harapkan...gw g sakit hati sh....tapi ya jujur aja gw kecewa bgt aja...gitu dhe...huhuhuhu...sedihnya jadi gw..

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