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Diam dalam ramai

Hari ini gw berubah menjadi murid yang pendiam.

Biasanya gw adalah salah seorang murid yang paling suka ngobrol di dalam kelas atau sering ngomong sendiri dalam berbagai keadaan.

Tapi untuk hari ini gw benar-benar berubah menjadi murid yang pendiam, di saat guru sedang menjelaskan di depan kelas, gw diam seribu bahasa, pas lagi dsuruh bertanya gw sangat ingin untuk bertanya dan gw mengerahkan semua tenaga jiwa raga gw yang tersisa untuk bertanya:"Apakah arti Marxisme?" untuk mengatakan 3 kata tersebut aja, gw musti berusaha sekuat tenaga dengan sedikit suara yang tersisa (kedengarannya agak hiperbola). Jujur aja sh emang bener, suara gw bener-bener abis, untuk ngomong dikit aj g bsa.

Aduh bingung dhe gw jdinya. Kalo gw diem aj ntar dikira sombong, kalo gw ditanya terus gw g jawab entar dikira belagu, kalo diajak ngomong tp gw diem aj ntar gw dikira gila, aduh.....
What should i do nh? I'm really confuse about it.

Tadi pas temen-temen gw pada ngobrol-ngobrol dengan serunya, jujur aj gw pengen bgt ikutan ngbrl brg, tp apa daya, ku tak bisa berbicara dan tak bisa mengeluarkan sedikit suara.

Untungnya temen-temen gw ngerti kalo gw lagi sakit tenggorokan jadi g bsa diajak ngobrol, tapi kalo guru kan g semuanya tau kalo gw lg sakit tenggorokan, bisa-bisa gw dikira jualan kacang mahal lagi, kalo mereka nanya terus gk gw jawab.

Jujur sedih bgt nh g bsa ikutan ngobrol. Kan biasanya gw ngomong biasa dengan kecepatan 1000 kata/menit, sekarang boro-boro 1 kata 1 menit, ngomong dikit aj udh ssh bgt, rasanya tenggorokan gw sakit bgt kalo buat ngomong. Jadi ya gw pilih diem aj dhe sekarang, dan ngbrl dengan tulisan, jujur untuk ngbrl dengan tulisan itulah yang paling gw benci..
huh...

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