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This posting for someone somewhere that unreal.

I'm really really sure that i'm so regret cause i ever love or like someone that really really abstract and undefinte.
Now i'm really really don't want to remember him again. I want to throw all of my memories of him. Throw it as far as i can. Enough for me to stop thinking about him. I don't want to thinking about him anymore eventhough just for a minute or a second.

I recognize that i had ever loved him at the past.
But, Why did i love or like him at the past? I didn't know the reason of love or like him.
Because love doesn't need reason. For loving someone doesn't need reason, if you love someone and you know the reason why do you love him or her? It isn't love.

Few moments or years or weeks ago, i still saved all the sms from him, the first sms that he ever sent to me until the last sms that he ever sent to me, but now there aren't any sms from him again, I don't want to being crazy cause him. His phone number had been deleted from my phone book. That's the end of all my stories about him.

Thanks God, YOU have Opened my eyes so i can see the True Fact about him, and I didn't love or like him for a long time. Thanks My Lord, YOU save my mind, my brain, and my soul, So i can continue my life normally like another person, and I'm not being crazy of him, and the most important thing I am not crying of him along day like a little girl who lost her precious thing.

Loving you is the most crazy, stupid, silly, idiot, fool thing that i had ever done in my past life time. And loving you is so useless. I'm so regret that i had ever loved or liked you.

Don't ever ask me who is the person that i mean cause i don't know the answer.
And don't ever ask me anything about this posting.
Cause i really want the final of this story.

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