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I make this message for him. I know that I’ve hurt him so much. I loved him, but I hurt him. Hmmm…..Maybe I’m so stupid in love. But maybe this is the best way, for me and him, because we never know, the time when the God will call me back to HIM. And when the time is come, I don’t want he sad because of me without know that I loved him too. I hate if someone that I love leave me alone for forever, for example: My uncle, he was the only one uncle that I’ve ever had, He died 2 years ago. And I was so sad at that time, maybe until now when I remember all of the memories of him. I don’t want to lose someone that I love. Maybe for some people, don’t be like this, don’t be like what that I did. Maybe I’m the kind of person that rather hyperbole. But I don’t really care because every person has the different type of life.

I believe that he could understand me, the strange people that stupid in love. I’m so sad if he hates me. I know that, all of these happened because of my fault. I can’t explain the reason that make me do my fault. But I hope, he understand the reason that I meant. The reason is so difficult to explain with words. But can feel with heart.

Thank you to teach me about love, you are the best boy that give me a love like that. I’m so regret that I had make you feel so disappointed. I’m sure that I love you too but I can’t. I can’t tell you that I love you too before. But now after you read this, you will know that I love you too. When you read this I hope you can smile for me. The best smile that you can do. So I can smile to you at somewhere. And my soul will be feel so free, peaceful and happy.

When the loved still alive, I love you so much more and I’m almost crazy in love with you.

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