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Ben o kadar çok nefret ediyorum

I know when i'm writing this posting, someone is calling my friends. Ok, let's call someone with "Mickey". I select the word "Mickey" randomly. I hate mickey so much. My reason to hate it because, it angry with me without any important reasons. And it angry with me, like i have fault to it. to tell you the truth, i don't have any fault to it. Just little but actually not important. i ever said that i couldn't do an exam, but the result is i don't have remedial at that lesson. I don't why, but the result is like that. I'm so sorry that my prediction about my scores is wrong, but i think mickey should support me. Not angry with me. I feel so dejected with it. I think, it is calling my friends, and talk about me right now.... uuuhhh i hate it

İlk performans

I think for the performance, i still very very and really really bad, i didn't give my best to my team, and i'm really sorry to all of members of my team. They have given their best, but i haven't given the best thing that i can do for them. If i can return to yesterday, i will do better than that, but unfortunately, i can't replay the time. I just can apologetical to all of my faults. My perform like an accursed scenery. Really bad for a performance. But it's okay lah, for the first experience. I'm so regret for all of my faults. But if i get the video of my first experience, i will share it on this blog, or on facebook. I will try to upload to this blog. Now i just have some pictures of yesterday. If i have more pictures, i will upload to this blog again.:D After the performance, we went to eat. And i ate chicken cordon bleu. Before the food came, we took some pictures with all of us. Tania, Disa, Bima , Gendis (from the left) Bima, Tania, Gendis, Disa (from ...

Tragedy of the day

Oh my godness, today is very very wonderful day, many tragedies that happened in this day. oke, kali ini gw nulisnya pake bahasa indonesia aja dhe, tragedinya itu: banyak bgt, cobaan bgt nh hari ini buat gw. Cobaan yang lumayan menurut gw. aduh....sakit banget... Jujur gw stress mikirin kaki gw sekarang, kaki gw sakit.huauauuauauua jidat gw jga sakit, huhuhu. tau ah...pusing gw hari ini...hihihihi Hak sepatu gw, copot pas tadi, terus gw lupa stretching pas awal2, ya resikonya adalah gw keram gitu pahanya, bego bgt dhe gw aturannya pake stretching dlu, jdnya kan g mengganggu yang lain pas latihan. aduh, mana bsk lg, stress dhe gw mikirin semuanya... tadi jga, kaki tmn gw bentrok ke jidat gw, keras bgt malah, rada benjol..hahhahah ini gw jadiin pelajran berharga bgt dhe... hari ini bener2 cobaan berat dan cukup besar bagi gw. semoga ke depannya gw bsa lebih baik lagi.... oke enough for today. Wish me luck, tomorrow ya..:D Bana şans diliyorum

The past

This story about my life past time. Suddenly i remember about some of my memories when i was a junior high student. Someone ever said to me that:"if you want me to die, i will die, so it can make you happy." When i heard that words, i felt so happy because i didn't know the deeply meaning of these words and because of i heard its from my enemy. I just don't care about those words, and i didn't keep its on my memories. But i wrote its, in my diary book. And yesterday when i opened that book again, to read my past, i think that its not important but its memorable..hahhaha... i don't know why, but i know that it was a part of my life past time. Just keep it in my diary book. And the time will burry its from my memory forever.

Feels better

Yeah..finally i can feel much better than few days ago. I can enjoy my life in my new class. For the first time when i knew that i'm not in the same class with all of my bestfriends, i feel so sad and really really sad. I was not in the mood to do anything in the class, and all of day i felt so dejected and broken hurt. I don't want to do anything in the class, i just keep silent in the class. Very seldom for me, to only be silent student in the class, usually i am a hiper active student. I think not only hiper active student, but also very captious student, i can't stop talking with my friends. I was always have many topics to debated with my friends. But now, in 11 sc 2, i'm rather changed, i'm not being a very captious student, and not very silent too in the class. I think it can be wonderful in 11 sc 2. I hope it so much... hehehe..... Eventhough i'm not in the same class with all of my bestfriends, i hope our friendship can be forever..hahhaha

Feel so arghhhh...

This so unfair for me. The division of class was really unfair for me. They separated me from all my bestfriends. Oh...this is make me feel so sad and dejected. I want to complain about it to my head master in shs gps. Because the division of class was very very really really unfair for me. The ambience determine the achievement of somebody.

My very wonderful day

Okay in this posting maybe i will not use english language because there will some words that difficult for me to translate its to english. But i'll try to keep using english in this posting. Before that i want to say sorry to all readers of my blog for my bad grammar and some mistakes for the pronounciation of the words. I will tell my story of today. Started when i wake up in the morning, I was rather late to wake up this morning. Because last night i slept at 2 or 1.30 am. I wake up at 5 am. So i just slept for 3 or 4 hours. For a sleepaholic like me, its not enough time for me to sleep. Usually i slept 9-12 hours during the holiday. It's so excruciating for me. And than during my journey to the school. My car tire was flat at the big street. Of course i was so panic. My father couldn't use jack to change the car tire. So I did it. But the condition of the street is impossible for me to continue it. And than i stop it, when i was waiting my father to called someone to h...

My another creation

I love to play online games so much. And one of many online games, I like ayo dance and etc. But in this time. I want to tell about ayodance in this posting. In this game i can play that games, but not only that, i can desigh my avatar for dance too. Ayodance player have their own avatar to play the dance, and the avatar designed by their owner. Many kind of hair, clothes, skirts, dresses, eyes, faces, shoes and etc. But now, i tell only about the avatar. To have the good avatar, we need chose the best eyes, clothes, hair, skirts, shoes and etc, We buy it with den(kind of money in ayodance) or mi-cash(kind of money in ayodance which need rupiahs). But most of the good items, need mi-cash to buy them. If you only want to design it without have it, you can design your creation of avatar and save it in that game. When you play it, your avatar not like your design because you don't have it. To have it you must buy it. I created some avatars design. And you may see my designs. Those ...

My design

Last week or last days, I played http://looklet.com/ It was so fun, because we can mix and match fashion in our style. So the design of the model is depend on us. Those are some examples of my design. I think this fashion is match if we want to go to study in college or in some courses. Because this design is simply but stylish and fashionable for daily activities. The bag so simple but enough for many items like books, maps or etc. I think this design is match if we want to go to picnic or recreation outdoor but the high heels must be changed if we want to wear this style to recreation outdoor. This design is match if we want to go to hang out with friends, watching movie in theatre, or just walking around at the department store and etc, without change the high heels. I think this design is match when we will go hangout to department stores, or mall, shopping in the mall,or recreation indoor. The necklace so unique and i like it so much. The brand of the bag is prada with black color...

Tired

Today, i'm feel so tired, really2 tired.hahahha Because today is the first day of MOS for 5th batch SHGPS. But i feel enjoy to do it.It's okay lah with some problems today. I hope tomorrow, I can do better than today, and of course tomorrow will be better than today. The problems of today are rather dejected, I feel rather angry with something. But i try to keep it on myself and let it go without still memorize about that. Just enjoy my life with smiling :D, and keep happy.

So dejected

I feel rather fed up with someone, because she made me so bored in home. Today is my last day for holiday, not one full time day, but it is enough for me to go refreshing. She is or he is so egoist. They only think about themself, they don't think about another people. I need to go somewhere, to some place that can make me feel enjoy or refresh. They told me about something that made me feel so dejected suddenly. They think that i can go refreshing at weekend, but the fact, i can't go refreshing during my weekend. I must do something, that more important than go refreshing during my weekend. So, there aren't time for me to go refreshing. Okay .... Thank's a lot for your egoistic. I feel so depressed for all of your egoistic, enough for me to keep patient with you. Now, i feel so dejected with you.

Hero (Kim Jae Joong)

Who is he? This is his photo when he was singing He is another dbsk member. And I like him too same as i like yun ho. These are more informations about him" Stage Name: Hero (Young Woong) Real Name: Kim Jae Joong (김재중) Position: Main Vocals Age: 23/24 (Western/Korean) Birthday: January 26, 1986 Birthplace : Choong NamEducation: "3rd Year University Student" Height: 180 cm Weight: 63 kg Blood Type: O Hobbies: Games and listening to music Special Ability: Singing2nd Annual SM Best Competition - Best Appearance 1st Place He looks so perfect in this photo. Born in 1986, he was born with the blood-type O and has the personality of someone with the blood type. He ss the main vocalist of the Korean group "TVXQ" (Dong Bang Shin Gi), and carries out the role of the "big brother" with Yunho. He gives the most criticism to the members regarding music. Jaejoong has deep thoughts and talks straight-forwardly. His neat and tidy personality is portrayed in the do...

I want more holidays

Hmmmm...my holidays for this timenot long enough for me. I think my holidays too short for me. I want more holidays.I need it so much..hahaha... But it's okay lah, because sometimes i feel so bored during my holidays. So i must be so thankful To God, because my holidays not too long so i don't feel bored anymore. Okay, tomorrow i must weak up at 5 am or 4.30 am so i don't late for go to school tomorrow morning. I hope tomorrow will be better than today. And always like that.

About my feeling right now

Hmm...I don't really know about myself now, because some reasons that really hard to say. I want to say it but its so hard to say. Okay, now i feel rather dissapointed with something, Something that I can't tell it in this blog. Maybe there will another chance for me to do that, and i believe if i believe it will come true, and than that thing will really come true. I will try to do my best for it, but sometimes i'm not sure that i can do that, because its so impossible for me. But nothing impossible if we try it. And its will come true. I hope it so......much... I hope i can try to do my best to do it. Never gives up and always pray to My Lord.

U-KNOW

This posting not about " do U-KNOW what?" or "Did U-KNOW about ...?" This posting is totally about U-KNOW or Yun ho. (He is so Cool in this photo eventhough only half of him) WHO IS HE? Those are his full informations. (He is totally Perfect in this Picture) Stage Name: U-Know Real Name: Jung YunHo (정윤호) Position: Vocal (Baritone); Leader ( he is the leader of TVXQ/Tohoshinki/DBSK) Age: 23 (Western/Korean) Birthday: February 6, 1986 Birthplace : Jun Nam Education: 3rd year university student Height: 183 cm Weight: 66 kg Blood Type: A Hobbies: Listening to music, reading, sports and composing music Special Ability: Singing and dancing 1st Annual SM Best Competition - Best Dancing 1st Place ( Eventhough He is wearing glasses in that picture, He still so cute and handsome) Born in 1986, he is also an aquarius like Jaejoong . He is the team's leader and the bass vocal-part of the group. Having too many thoughts being a distinctive character trait of an A-blood type,...