Feel so tired

This week was full of activites for me, start from weekly test, this week is weekly test.
I must studied for weekly test, because i don't like remedial.
Eventhough this week, i was so lazy to study, but i must study.
And today, is independence day celebration at my school, so i prepared for that.
Before today, i have done the preparation for it.
So, this week is full of activites for me and another osis committee.
But i'm happy to do that, because this event is the last event for me.
Because I will not join osis, for this academic year.
I want to participate in many academic or non academic competitions, for my future.
But i still confuse about many things that happened in my life.
There are so many things that i can't explain with words.
I just really don't understand about it.
And i don't know why my parents are so over protective to me.
I know that i'm the only one child in my family, but i don't want to being like this.
I can't get my freedom in my life, even just a little bit freedom, i don't know what should i do to my parents. I want they change their opinions about terrorism.
And i want they understand that the death will come to a person, whenever they come.
And nobody that know it.