I don't really understand about what happened on my mind. My subconscious always remembering me about all of the good and memorable memories.
I don't care how hard i try to make everything pretending that everything is okay, i can't do that. Maybe many people thinking that i'm the careless person because i act enjoyable and i act nothing happen, in the other side my heart is crying. That is so hurt me. I can't say anything or do anything to proof that i'm not what they said. Because i don't know the way to speak up my side opinion about this thing, and i want to speak up my real characteristic, i can't just follow another people opinion that isn't compatible with my principe which have connection with my life and not everything that happen in my life, i must tell it to another people because i just tell about my life which is common thing or i think another people can make a solution about it. I have the right to manage my own life, because it is my life.
Everyone can speak up their mind about my life and tell me about their opinion, but all of things that become my decision is my right to determine it. And then as long as i'm not disturbing someone's life is okay, and then i do something with ethics. Because people is the most perfect creature that God's create, so that we must do everything with ethics.
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