The Silent Witness

Now, I'm really-really hate this time, today, last six hours. What did i do in the last six hours of today? I was waiting patching sealonline for six hours and there isn't any result. Huahhahaha.. There are some problem with patching this game. The max file patch are 161 and i'm already download its until 160, and the second time until 153, and there isn't any result. I must repeat it again and again til i get it right...huaaaaaaaaaa.....hahaha I'm full of stress now. I'm really want to play that game now, but i can't play it because of the problem of patching

I don't know about my life, Why my life like this? bknny gw g bersyukur, tapi..I think my life so strange, really-really strange...maybe like that...Many strange tragedy happenned in my life There are: 1. Crush the tiang bendera when the flag ceremonial that was an important event, ada pelantikan osis. 2. Salah masuk wc 3.Tali sepatu Nyangkut di eskalator 4.Kesasar di suatu mall(nama mallnya dirahasiakan) lbih dari 2 kali, atau lebih tepatnya berkali-kali, pdhal udah sering pergi kesono. 5.I slept when i was riding a motorcycle. Those are all of my strange tragedy in my life, if i explain more details, its can be so long posting... that's all for this time

I know now, To forget something not as easy as i think, not easy as i say. It's so hard for me to forget something that so memorable for me. So easy to say "just forget it, don't think about it again." The fact that i can forget it just for a momen and than i don't know why, i still remember it, so real in my mind. Sometimes i'm sure that i've forgot about it, but sometimes i'm sure that i still remember it. The answer is time. I'm sure i will forget it. Rest in peace all of my memories about ....

Few days ago, I was very sad, dissapointed with something that I can't explain. Feel so so sad....But now i can forget all of my pain and i can keep going with my life.. The life must go on eventhough you are in difficult condition. That's all that i want to say now...

I want to write about my feeling right now i'm really hate it so much. I hate to feel like this. I want it but i can't. Why my feeling like this? I don't know about my feeling right now, I'm really really confuse about it, i want to explain it but it is so hard to explain it with words. Somethings that i feel, but I can't explain it. I can't get it. I can't do anything again about that. I can't let it go. To tell you the truth I'm really confuse about my situation right now. What should i do? I don't know what i have to do I don't know what I have to say Maybe I feel dissapointed, maybe i feel so sad I just hope,...can understand me... So let it go with the time(maybe it the best way to solve it)