The Silent Witness

It was so ridiculous when i can't stop thinking about it. It depends of many things. I don't know what to say but i just know how stupid i am to always thinking about it without knowing the other side was thinking about me too or no. I shouldn't thinking of it as much as these. I must erase it step by step. It just don't care about me, so why do i should care about it? It was the best damn thing (judul lagu mah itu, bodo lah) It doesn't even know what am i doing, what problem that i have, what condition i am, and etc. Thanks to made me feel like this.

Seems so different now, yeah i don't know exactly what's that. But i just know that, i don't know about your mind. I think you did it twice... haahhaha I can't understand you.

Forgive someone, yes i did it. But the hurt is still give me pain. That's so hard to remove the hurt from me. You betrayed me. ckckck. You are so damnly annoying. I believe you a hundred percent, and what did you do? You betray me. Thanks for the betraying.

Don't know what to say now. Don't know what to do now. Don't know what i feel now. Don't know anything. Nothing can make me happy Nothing can make my life better Nothing can change it Nothing to do I just lose my spirit to life

Ok, the fact is damnly enough for me to suffering. This life so Wonderful right? hahahha Jadi itu, pantes aj gw bad feeling dr seminggu kmrin itu, bad feelingnya datang dan pergi. Ternyata tuh itu ada hubungannya sama fakta yang gw ketahui hari ini. LOL Ternyata feeling gw bner lho ya...:D Bad feeling itu bukan karena PMS atau gwnya yang Nethink Gw sh nganggepnya cuma perasaan gw aj yang aneh, eh ternyata itu tuh bkn sekedar perasaan aj. hahahhaha... Kalo mau tau rasanya gmn? hmmm gmn ya...rasanya gk enak sama sekali....hahhahahha gw nulis hahaha, tp ekspresi gw sama sekali gk lg ketawa.ckckckckcck lg menderita kali..gtw ah..hahhaha kalo gk ada lo sama ada lo sama aj, apa gunanya dnk lo ada? kalo dengan adanya lo buat gw jadi ancur moodnya, lw bner2 gk guna dnk. hahhahaha... ketawa aj dh gw