Forgetting the past event can be the hardest part ever. Life must go on. The world will not sleep when you are sleeping. Sometimes we only miss the moment but not the people in it. Suddenly remember about the moment it can be hurt so much and forgetting the past event can be the hardest part ever. Maybe this could be a lifetime of regret for me. I have dreamt of it for whole of my life. And then I must let my dream go away forever even the dream was in my hand grip. I know that i can't reply the time or make the time stop for a moment. But i must do it. Nobody knows how i feel when i made the decision. When i must say "I can't" and "I'm quit" even my heart said "Hold on till the end, this is what you've dreamt of for whole of your life and the chance is now or never". People can judge my decision or even judge my personality. But for sure, only God can judge me. Maybe i've lost my mind at that time but all the thing