The Silent Witness

Hore, lebaran bentar lagi, entah bsk atau bsk lusa, yang jelas, lebaran sebentar lagi.hahahha Nyokap gw kan orang jawa, sedangkan bokap gw orang china, jadi gw ikut merayakan 3 hari besar, yaitu: lebaran, natalan, dan imlekan. Jadi pas lebaran, ya gw ikutan lebaran. Ikutan lebaran tapi gk ikutan puasa.hehe Kalo pas natalan, ya emang itu hari besar agama gw, jadi ya gw pasti merayakannya. Pas imlekan, gw juga ikutan dapet angpao, :D. Soalnya udah jadi kyk tradisi org china, tiap imlekan bagi2 angpao. Oh ya barusan di tetapkan kalo lebarannya itu besok, jadi hari ini, atau malam ini adalah malam takbiran. Udah jadi tradisi atau kebiasaan bagi gw, setiap lebaran dateng ke rmh sodara gw yang merayakannya. Nah, yang paling gw senengin pas lebaran itu adalah opor ayam dan ketupatnya bude gw, rasanya pas bgt. Enak deh pokoknya. Oh ya, berhubung kebanyakan yang merayakan lebaran di keluarga gw itu adalah sodara yang dari nyokap gw, yang kebetulan asli jawa, gw mau gmw disuruh belajar sungkeman...

Dora..... Gw suka bgt sama Dora, pas gw kelas 6 SD. Hehehe. Agak cacat sh untuk anak umur 11 thn yang masih sangat menyukai Dora. Gw dulu tuh bener2 ngefans dora bgt bgt deh, entah apa sebabnya dan entah bagaimana caranya. Gw suka Dora awalnya dari rumah sodara gw. Jadi gni, gw lagi ada di rumah sodara gw, nah sodara gw itu yang seumuran gw punya ade yang masih kecil, umur 5 thnan gitu deh. Nah dia tuh lagi nonton Dora, disitu deh gw pertama kalinya kenal sama yang namanya Dora The Explorer. Sejak saat itu gw tergila-gila sama Dora, sampe punya bonekanya..hahaha Eh kalo dipikir2 boneka Dora itu serem deh. Soalnya Kepalanya boneka Dora itu pasti Lebih besar dibanding badannya Dora sendiri. Boneka Dora yang asli emang kepalanya lebih gede dibanding badannya, kalo yang palsu, kebanyakan sh kepalanya.kecil(buset dah, gw merhatiin banget, ampe bisa bedain yang mana yang palsu sama yang mana yang asli, hahaha) Gw tiba2 keinget sama Dora lagi gara2 tadi pagi gw nonton Dora the Explorer Secara...

Yeah...:D My Scores in every lesson getting down and down. It's make me feel very happy to enjoy my life. I'm understand in every lesson. For example: Physic Lesson. Physic lesson is the easiest lesson in this world for me. Last my physic exam was so easy, i can do it without OPEN MY EYES. It was the easiest exam that i've ever done. I think, every person in this world can do that. Even the idiot person, can do my last physic exam. Okay that's all. It Doesn't True. The truth is I'm almost crazy with my scores. It makes me feel so bad. And couldn't enjoy my life anymore. Everything become bad, maybe really bad. But I believe that everything will gonna be alright, if we believe with ourself. The failed score, isn't everything, failed score is the starting to get the truth Successful (by:Gendis Freyona).

Ternyata cuma mereka yang bisa ngapusin rasa cape dan suntuk gw menghadapi segala macam hal. Bener2 bisa melepaskan segala penat di hati dan pikiran. Tadi, sehabis pulang, Tika main ke rumah gw. Terus kita main2 deh di rmh gw. Pertama kita jalan2 nyari ice cream, nah setelah udah ketemu, kita makan deh bareng2. Nyampe di rmh gw lagi, kita ngobrol2 dhe sama tika, dan my mother. Kan gw punya tetangga orang bali yang agamanya hindu tuh, gw sh berniat pengen ngenalin anaknya yang cowo yang udh kuliah sekarang ke tmn gw itu, tapi kyknya tadi orangnya gk ada deh. Tapi orang bali itu punya byk anjing yang lucu. Tadinya tujuan gw ke rmh orang bali itu, mau ngenalin tmn gw sama anak bali itu, tapi gk ada jadinya kita main sama anjing2nya deh. Seneng bgt deh, anjing2nya tuh umurnya masih 1,5 bulan, masih lucu2nya bgt2. Mamanya anjing2nya tuh namanya minori, papanya namanya Betto. Yang betto jenisnya shih tzu, tp yang rambutnya gk panjang2 amat, jadi sedeng gitu rambutnya, tapi tebel bgt bulu2nya...

Okay, I'm stressful now. Really-really stressful. Why? For the first, it because of my hair. I thought that I will be bold for next several months. My hair become slighter day by day. I don't know the reasons that make my hair get fall off so much in one day. My mother stress about this problem. She said that I must to cut my hair until so short. And i will not do it until whenever. But i feel so confuse about this problem. What should i do with my hair? I have already done some hair treatments. But my hair still fall off so much in one day. I've written about my hair's problem in my posting last month. Now, I just can hope to GOD for all my problems especially about this problem. Today my friends said that if Lee min ho (the coolest boy in bbf :)) is bold, he'll be not good anymore. And one of my friend said that: If my friend get punk or half bold hair cut, it will not match with his/her face. Yeah, it's really true. The haircut hold important part of outer lo...

I felt rather tire because i did some exercise in my friend's house. And than i felt so dizzy with many homeworks and exams for tomorrow. SO what should i do for tomorrow? I think, Nothing to do for tomorrow because, i feel so sleepy now. And than i want to mixing new song for next competition, wish me luck ya..:D I hope i can mix the new song that great. I believe I can do it i hope i can do it well

Kalo lagi punya masalah atau bt atau kesel sama orang/sesuatu/whateverlah yg penting kesel gitu atau lagi bad mood atau lagi gk enak feelingnya atau lagi marah, enaknya itu ngapain ya? I have some tips, so you can feel better: 1. Makan yang banyak (makan apa aja) , supaya bisa ngilangin perasaan gk enak itu. 2. Main game supaya bisa ngelupain masalah kita itu. 3. Baca buku untuk mengalihkan pikiran kita dari masalah kita itu. 4. Banting2 benda lembut supaya tidak membahayakan lingkungan di sekitar kita, contoh: kapas, kertas, tissue, boneka yang lembut, bantal, guling, dll yang penting lembut, dan tidak membahayakan. 5. Makan ice cream (this is my own way to make feel better when i'm in the bad mood). 6. Main sama peliharaan kita (ikan, anjing, kucing, semut, cicak, dll). 7. Pegang hp, terus nelpon temen yang bisa diajak curhat. 8. Pegang hp, terus Sms temen terus cerita2 deh. 9. Tidur (senjata pamungkas buat ngilangin bt ala gw nh, ini tuh paling mujarab bgt buat ngilangin bad moo...

Name: Sheila Ratna Kemala. Gender: Totally Female. Age: 16 Status: Taken by someone. Hobby: Playing Games, Reading, and etc. Favorite color: White, Black, Purple, and etc. She is one of my BFF. I met her when i was a junior high student. She is so friendly to me and to the others. She doesn't coerce me to write about her in mhy blog. I just want it by my self. She is nice and beautiful too. I think i must put her photo in this blog.

Name: Ida Bagus Wikan. Gender: Not a boy, not a girl too. ( I don't know exactly what it is). Age: 16. Status: Like both (male and female). Hobby: Sleeping (it is a sleepaholic like a buffalo). Favorite color: Pink, navy blue, magenta, purple, black, burgundy. Okay, I write about him because he coerce me to write about him, if i don't write about him in my blog, he will punish me, bite me, and punch me. How cruel he is.hahahha... In my opinion, he is a good friend for me, and the others, but something he did crazy thing. But it isn't weird anymore because i'm crazier than him. He likes to play barbie dolls when she was a young girl. I think, i must put his photo in this blog, so the readers of my blog can know his/her face. OK, i'm sorry ya wikan, because i posted your photograph and make your reputation rather complicated.hehehe..peace... if you want me to change this post, just tell me. hahahhaha(devil laugh) :P *He is a normal boy*

Hahaha, jujur gw lagi bingung nh. Berusaha untuk gk peduli dan masa bodoh tentang suatu hal, gw gk bisa gitu. Udah mencoba untuk gk peduli dan gk mikirin tentang itu dan gk peduli orang mau ngomong apa tentang itu, tapi masih aja susah bgt untuk gw buat gk peduli dan gk ngurusin dan gk mikirin. Padahal gw tuh udah kayak gk dianggep, gk dipeduliin dan lebih tepatnya dibuang, tapi tetep aja gw gk bisa segampang itu, dengan mudahnya lepas tangan tentang itu. Buat gk ikut aja gw g bisa. Gw ngerasa gw masih harus tanggung jawab buat saat terakhir ini. Gw relain kesenangan gw tertunda buat itu. Ya gw bela2in lah, gimanapun juga, gw g bsa buat gk peduli dan gk ikut campur tangan. Oh ya ada lagi, yg dulunya gw gk pernah nyesel karena sesuatu hal, hari ini gw jadi nyesel bgt karena suatu hal. Untung gw percaya saat itu, kalo gw gk percaya, pasti sekarang gw udah nyesel plus nyesek bgt ya. Ternyata pandangan gw selama ini tentang suatu hal salah besar. Ya, mungkin gw udah tadu dari kapan tau, ta...

Rabu, 2 Agustus 2009. Terjadi gempa bumi berkekuatan 7,3 SR, episentrumnya di Barat daya Tasikmalaya. Tapi guncangannya itu terasa sampai di Bekasi, tepatnya di Jl.KH Noer Alie No. 10 B Kalimalang. Di Global Prestasi school singkatnya. Ketika gempa bumi melanda global, gw lagi ada di lantai 4 di ruang math. Awalnya ketika gempa pertama mengguncang global, gw lagi berdiri, dan mengira bahwa ada yang gk beres sama kepala gw, pusing2 gmn gitu. Terus gw duduk di kursi, dan rasa gk enak di kepala gw, berkurang sejenak, lalu kembali lagi selama beberapa detik, rasa sakit kepalanya itu beda bgt, gw gk pernah pusing ampe segitunya, gw mulai berpikir kalo gw terkena vertigo (nama penyakit). Tiba-tiba ada yang bilang kalo gempa, gw antara percaya dan tidak percaya kalo terjadi gempa bumi. Lalu gw dengan spontan masuk ke dalam kolong meja (bkn lacinya). Terus tiba-tiba keadaan kelas jadi agak ricuh. Gw yg semula gk panik dan tidak menyadarinya pun, ikutan packing juga akhirnya. Meski gw belum per...

My desire I'll always by your side when you need me, and never leave you alone as long as i can. I'll try to cheer you when you are sad. I'll aways keep your secrets and never let anyone know your secrets. I'll become someone that you can believe to tell your life story. I'll try to become someone that accompany you when you are sad or happy. Please Forgive me When I just care with myself. When I always busy with my whole life. When I don't have time to communicate with you by phone, at the school, or etc. When I couldn't by your side when you need me. When I couldn't tell the story of my life to you. So sorry about that. But now I will try to change myself to be a better person. I'll believe you to always keep my secrets until whenever, because you are my bestfriends ever.

In my opinion, a gentleman not only a man that doesn't smoke. The man that smoking not always become ungentleman too. Gentleman or ungentleman is based on their behaviour. A gentleman person is someone who can take his responsibility of everything that he has already done. And He will do the good things and he can make the best conclusion in whole life. Gentleman is not about the age or the body shape or wealthness or smartness or boldness or etc. Gentleman is about the way that someone do, to make the best situation for his life and another's life.

From now, until whenever, I wouldn't care and I don't want to know anything about it again. It makes want to arrrggghhh.... I don't care and I wouldn't ever care about it again. And i want to say:"If you want to do it just do it, If you don't want to do it just say it honestly and try to be honest to everyone in your environment, DON'T BE A HYPOCRITE PERSON ."