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This Song is Really So Into Me

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Okay... Usually and normally i'm seldom to put indie music in my playlist and i don't really know about many indie songs. But since one of grand finalist Indonesian Idol 2012: Seany matthews that coincidence is my junior in my Senior and junior high global prestasi school, sang that song in Indonesian idol few weeks ago, i immediately browsing the title of that song and download it. 

The title is "Bukan dia tapi aku" (not her/him but me) by Judika Idol.

Why do i so interest with this song? It just because, the lyric of this song is Really really reflect what I feel about something that happened lately to me.
The feeling of that is just...... Sooooo...... "AMAZING"

Let's Check it out the lyric

Berulang kali kau menyakiti
Berulang kali kau khianati
Sakit ini coba pahami (please understand it)
Ku punya hati bukan tuk disakiti

* ku akui sungguh beratnya (So damn hard and hurt yeaaa, this is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand, i'm really sure how painful it is) 
Meninggalkanmu yang dulu pernah ada
Namun harus aku lakukan
Karena ku tahu ini yang terbaik(I know that God Have a Great Plan for Us better than We can Imagine)
Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya
Repeat *
Reff:

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu (╥_╥)
Yang telah hancurkan aku (Hancur lebuuuurrrrr banget, *brb cari pohon toge*)
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya (sangat-sangat mendeskripsikan perasaan gw banget-banget, dan itu rasanya bukan sakit lagi, tapi hancur sehancur-hancurnya sesuatu yang hancur banget)

Cintaku lebih besar dari "CINTANYA" (ini apa banget sumpah (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) *bloody crying)

Mestinya kau sadar itu
Bukan dia, bukan dia, tapi aku
Begitu burukkah ini
Hingga ku harus mengalah
Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya 
(cintaku) cintaku
(lebih besar dari benciku) lebih besar dari benciku (unfortunately i can't hate anyone, i just can love not hate)
Cukup aku yang rasakan (Jangan sampe ada yang ngerasain kayak gini, just me is enough)
(jangan dia) jangan dia
(jangan dia) jangan dia cukup aku
(jangan dia jangan dia) cukup aku
(jangan dia)

Oh My Godness, this song is really describe my feeling and something that happened in my life, really can't bear this pain.
Every single verse of this song really saying what i feel.

Jesus, if i had lost my hope today, Please let me know that your plan is far better than what i lost today


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